Showbread Showbread Is Showdead song lyrics

On my first day without the drug

i tell myselfthat i don't need it

just because i say and sing it

doesn't mean that i believe it

i need to shrink and shrink

until i disappear

when i go looking after me

i find that nothings here

on my first day as the new me

i tell myselfthat i can be it

just because i say and sing it

doesn't mean that i believe it

for every friend i've made

for all the blood i gave

for every one that stayed the course

there's two that turned away

and all the bitter diatribes

of the youthfully enlightened

millennial excrement ofthe the wounded and the frightened

they rise like stinking totems in the swamp of the estranged

and they find themselves all alone

bored and married to their pain

i know it hurts to walk the road

i know you've eaten dirt

i know that things aren't lining up

i know it always hurts

remember your first love tonight

and listen to him call

there's no more songs, so this is it

there's no more songs at all