Mads Veslelia Me song lyrics

I went through my life, without having no one

you got a mom and dad, but I'm riding solo.

Where's my dad? Gotta call me when u know so

I can say hello and rip his fucking head of his a psycho.

I was that close, half cracked skull, shit.

But I survived, I'm older, gotta thank mom for it.

She took me in her arms and ran away

I never saw that bastard again and it better stay that way.

She found another guy, I was only 4

a great man, they made my brother got a happy home

but that was not for long, cause mommy was an addict so

what happened yo was she had to go to rehab tryna make her habits go.

That didn't happen no, she came back and started smashing all we ever known.

Happy home where gone, she fucked up everything, couldn't even get me to school, and I was battling, with my emotions, didn't had anything, step father

took care of mother, but he was not smarter

didn't take long before he took a step further

mom on rehab again while he had sex with a hoe, how tha

fuck was I supposed to keep my commonsense, when I was 7

had to watch my brother when he was out and damn,

It was hard back then and it still is, but I'm here watching him. Backing him. Die for him.

Back what I was saying, step father slept with a prostitute,

mommy came back and didn't know what to do,

he had started with the same thing as she,

so now I had 2 parents on drugs. Not weed, but Heroin.

Wish it was all a dream, so I could just wake up

go downstairs and not see dangerous addicted faces

but my future was written, I was caught no bullshittin'

how could they keep sitting sticking needles in the kitchen

it was like prison, till one day I

was standing in the hallway and just watching ma

I was crying, but through the door came an angel,

it was grandma she took me away

and god I'm thankful, she just grabbed me and I never came back.

My lil brother wasn't home, just lucky that

I was the one, he ended up in

foster home, with some fake parents that ain't even nice to him.

So now I'm here, 20 years writing this weird, story of mine

like somebody else care,

but I tell you this if you're fucking with this,

my family is all I got and I don't take more shit

I ain't got no heart, it don't beat no more. I was dumped just uhm I don't know, days ago,

ironically we fought about her past, you see there junkie that keeps coming back tryna kick my ass.

He was talking trash, he better see my back, there a tattoo that will make him feel my wrath.

He said I couldn't rap, I laugh and told her that, right after she admitted fucking him in the past.

so I turned aggressive, my temper is all screwed, spitted out some lines about a whore,

and now we're through.

Guess I'm better of alone, so I can't hurt too

much, but if there's one thing I must, keep on going my family needs Mads.

I don't think no one, will ever see

what I see, what I see.

I don't think no one, will ever be

able to really, able to really love me.

So don't you love me. I don't need you lovely.

I don't need no one.