Lotte Kestner Apples song lyrics

a knife and your love

apples you carved into small browning doves

a knife and your love

apples you carved into small browning doves

i'm ready for

however long i'm doomed to miss you for

i said "leave it alone"

and let you get lost in the air,

if i'd known.

i knew it would be me

i've felt life without you before

i've practiced how it feels

saying "i had him, but not anymore."

must've been good

we put up with so much bad just to have it

must've been good

we put up with so much bad just to have it

i'm ready for

remembering all of these things on my own

i always knew

being alone would feel like being with you.

i knew it would be me

i've felt life without you before

you'd not have done for me

the mourning and everything

that i'm good for.

why'd it fool me

why'd it take my lover, my lover

why'd it fall

and why'd it break

my lover, my lover.