Kwan Decadence Of The Heart song lyrics

As I wait, contemplate the window of my soul

what I've done, what's to come, search for answers

through these times I have earned, I have learned

that respect has a price that is high, don't come easy

Did I choose the right the right moments for me to rebel

have I taken place given to me

have I answered the questions running through my mind

or just sent them about one more time now

Are we lead by superficial flings

this is decadence of the heart

it's meaningless

it's become so clear

this is decadence of the heart

And sometimes

I just feel that I'm caught in a maze

with no light, with no sign of an exit

so painful and heavy

this burden to carry

all these years in a

search for remedy

Streetlights screaming of lifestyle consumption and gorge

have the echoes been carried to my car

many times can a man wash his hands and pretend

and let fright walk ove his decicions

Talking too loud can deaf you to silence

and where will I find peace of mind or the answers

the sandglass has almost run empty

face myself, can not turn it around anymore now