Koan Forgiveness song lyrics

Far away from this time

it hide´s a place for me

where lie is fractured fancies... we held dear

I haven´t got the strength for fighting anymore, oh no

I´ve begun accepting used to being low

can´t remember how it used to go

suppose I knew laughter

must´ve been good in my thoughts

And now you´re creeping in my mind, making me tell lies

like I love you and it´s all gonna be just fine

gotta brak it now I hate youand I just don´t care

Why should I beg forgiveness

It came to ma quite slowly

I didn´t want to see

my heart was just a blacken playground

could this mean there is no

points of sanity

Give my heart and the rest of my soul

if you leave, I lost myself in loving you