Kerser Naturally song lyrics

Theres a war in my brain that I can't tame

The left side fights the right with a dark flame

In the back has my fucking head on fire

Passed hour I've drunk or gotten higher

I'm underwater spitting with the spliff that I just lit and

Call it praying call it wishing

Call it change and call it different

Call it what you want but my reflection in the mirror

Tells me I know who I am in fact it couldn't get no clearer

That Ecstasy feel, this is definitely real

For six years, swear to god my aim was getting a deal

Then I realised I don't need one Imma do it by myself

And so I did and now I'm paid and yes they stock it on the shelf

You can call me self made from the gutter its a miracle

Dont copy what I do cause they see through and they ain't hearing you

Then theres fuckers from the place that I grew up in

Who were jealous tripping, like fuck it man hes nothing

You dont fucking know, what I've done to get to where I'm at

You in the same place, I'm on a plane and I'm getting smashed

Plus I'm getting cash, still I live in C-Town

Don't say that word sellout, think I need to get my feed ground

Deadset I'm going hard, going in, never quit

Branded on my face, cause I know I'm forever sick

My point of view, collides with many others

I don't listen, we ain't brothers, I'm admitting that Im gutter

You brag about this shit

And thats what makes me stop and think

Cause if you really living gutter you ain't wanna live that shit

Trust me we would know, I know you feeling this is real

Trees lit up so much we kind of give a Christmas feel

Begging for forgiveness, nah I'm begging that I win this wait

I won already, get me ready, steady who the sickest

Close them eyes, and travel into my world

The bridge you cross is smokey, getting heated when the pipe twirl

You dont fucking know me, therefore dont you fucking judge me

Try and diss it doesn't budge me, you live shit I'm living lovely

Saying what your saying and your sitting just be patient

Cause I almost died to get here yeah you tell me why I made it

I consider pen to paper pain that I have gone and pushed away

Bleed the colour of the pen, this my life you look away

Kinda crook today, them the pills I took today

I always rap about the drugs cause they have fucking took my brain over

But no it is over, not until I'm sober and I'm on top with composure

Nebs compose the beat, whereas I compose my speech

If you mix these up together then they taking over streets

God help 'em, cause they stuck and they hating

I'm moving at a steady pace, enjoying that I made it

Celebrate, yeah you can mourne

Slap your fucking face cause I'm gone and moving on

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Talk your shit, I dont listen

Saying what it is, then what is it then

Falling off the phone, but they carry me

Calling for a home, I do this naturally

Yeah, Im floatin, with each step