Family and Friends Vestiges song lyrics

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Been losing patient with myself

and the lies that mirror fails to hide

and tell my beating heart, my splitting cells are betraying me.

Turning my virtues in devices like watering

to why not rather be genuine and cynic

than ha hypocrate that living a lie

What is time in eyes of a dying man

When i leave i????? (Second chance?)

Heard your voice throu the payphone

I'm alive and drunk we last in the whiskey

tam tam word slurred I apologize

Your's is the first name that came to my

My wounded bread and bloodshot eyes

Wanting only the love and to be loved by you

Woo-ooh X3

swearing at the stars I keep cursing at my love like the wolf present the moon for the lack of a sun

Only fakers ... for a sun

Woo-ooh X3

If it happend to me it can happen to anyone

Oh, how I miss my brother most of all

calm time of summer leafs they're fall

change their color I mean it if no one other

oh my god

Oh, how I miss my sister most of all

calm time of winter newer place from time

december still the same now but different

In life and love she spared no mercy

deserved or not was I no worthy

Father please forgive me, I have foresaken my family

I will burden blame and hang my head for the shame

Woho, woho

With raging hands I have a bow to tie

To the life and the love that we let go

Why did. ...?

We will all die alone

Sit on my hands and to free them from dead

pillow the chest to let me ...?

You were the one and always(?)...

(Wanting only the love and to be loved by you)