Def Tech Talkin' 2 You song lyrics

Ayo Before I start this song man

I just want to thank everybody for being so patient

And bearing with me over these last couple of years

While I figure this shit out

Is anybody out there?

It feels like I'm talkin to myself

No one seems to know my struggle

And everything I come from

Can anybody hear me?

I guess I keep talkin to myself

It feels like I'm going insane

Am I the one who's crazy?

Yeayah

Woah wah

Woah wah (oh oh oh oh oh)

Woah wah

Woah wah (oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh)

So why in the world do I feel so alone

Nobody but me, I'm on my own

Is there anyone out there

Who feels the way I feel

If there is, let me hear just so I know I'm not the only one

I went away I guess to open up some lanes

But there was no one who even knew that I was going through growin' pains

Hatred was flowing through my veins

On the verge of going insane

I almost made a song dissin Lil Wayne

It's like I was jealous of him 'cause of the attention he was gettin'

I felt horrible about myself

He was spittin and I wasn't

Anyone who was buzzin back then coulda got it

Almost went at Kanye too

God it feels like I'm goin' psychotic

Thank God that I didn't do it

I would've had my ass handed to me

And I knew it but Proof wasn't here to see me through it

I'm in the booth poppin another pill tryna talk myself into it

Are you stupid? You gon' start dissin people for no reason?

Especially when you can't even write a decent punchline even

You're lying to yourself, you're slowly dying, you're denying

Your health is declining with your self-esteem, you're crying out for help

Marshall you're no longer the man, that's a bitter pill to swallow

All I know is I'm wallowin', self-loathing and hollow

Bottoms up on the pill bottle

Maybe I'll hit my bottom tomorrow

My sorrow echoes in this hall though

But I must be talkin to the wall though

I don't see nobody else (I guess I keep talkin to myself)

But all these other rappers suck is all that I know

I've turned into a hater, I've put up a false bravado

But Marshall is not a egomaniac that's not his motto

He's not a desperado he's desperate, it's starting to bottle inside 'em

One foot on the brake one on the throttle

Fallin asleep with writers block in the parking lot of McDonald's

But instead of feeling sorry for yourself do something about it

Admit you got a problem you brain is clouded you pouted long enough

It isn't them it's you you fuckin baby

Quit worrying about what they do and do shady

I'm fucking going crazy

So I pick myself off the ground and fuckin swam 'fore I drowned

Hit my bottom so hard I bounced twice suffice this time around

It's different them last two albums didn't count

Encore I was on drugs, Relapse I was flushing em out

I've come to make it up to you no more fucking around

I've got something to prove to fans cause I feel like I've let em down

So please accept my apology I finally feel like I'm back to normal

I feel like me again, let me formally reintroduce myself to you for those of you who don't know

The new me's back to the old me and homie I don't show no

Signs of slowin up, pullin up, blowin up, all over

My life is no longer a movie but the show ain't over homos

I'm back with a vengeance, homie, Weezy keep ya head up,

T.I., keep ya head up, Kanye, keep ya head up,

Don't let up, keep slayin em

Rest in Peace to DJ AM

Cause I know what it's like

I struggle with this shit every single day

So there it is (there it is)

Damn

It feels like I just woke up or something

I guess I just... forgot who the fuck I was man

Ay yo

And to anybody who thought about going there, it was never nothing personal, some shit I was going through

And to everybody else...

I'm back! (I'm back) haha