Deadlock This Winter Day's Magic song lyrics

this winter day's magic seems not to be noticed by me again...

tired and uninspired

oh yes the song I listen to says so much

but is it really my fault should I be more open-hearted

should I completely change myself to start being loved by people I don't love

or should I always smile and start talking to those people

but I hate those conversations those I hope they soon run dry

and the circle seems to close itself

apathy spreads it's wings

this winter day's magic seems not to be noticed by me again...

so I wait for your call because I need you there

but the phone doesn't ring

depression embrace my soul

frustration tears my heart again and again