Chill Bump Omega song lyrics

I was only ten, it was a normal weekend

Just a Saturday, towards the evening

I'm sure I spent my time drawing or reading

I recall my mom's in the corridor cleaning

Dad and sister just got back from the food shop

With a few bags full of fruit, a pan and a new wok

They were laughing as my dad took his shoes off

Then boom daddy collapsed, quit actin' a fool pop

Why is he not moving? Why has he stopped?

What is he doing? C'mon pop you gotta get up!

My mom's rolled him over, dad was foaming at the mouth

My sister phoned the ambulance as I ran up out the house

I gave a yell! Filled with rage and pain as well

My finger's were aching from ringing on my neighbor's bell

No one came when I called or prayed for help

That's why I hate god, hate my neighbors, hate myself

Hate the ambulance, lousy fools inside

How can you revive a human life if it takes two hours to arrive?

February '95 I recollect the very first fucking time that I met with death

I was very deep in love with a queen, a fiend

I wanted to stay stuck in a dream

We'd make love on repeat, spend our days under the sheet

Never leave the bed unless we make something to eat

Sweet, not a single fight, it all seemed alright

Until our first evening beef occurred and made us feel uptight

We screamed, cried, didn't sleep all night

Next morning shorty was coughing up blood and bleeding from her mosquito bites

Hurry! We made our way to the doc

We made her take a blood test, the results gave him a shock

Go straight to the hospital we gazed at the clock

Only they can save her now and say what she got

Off we went to the oncology section trying to focus

Her arm had swollen so bad the sight was atrocious

When we got the diagnosis, we both cried the notion, leukemia

I found hard to hide my emotion

I told her trust my devotion, to fight for your life's emotion

We both frightened but with hope I know that we can find a potion

If it's strong, our love will last long everyday I put plastic gloves and masks on

Her room was a prison

Body sickened by the food in addition

To the chemo, transfusion, tons of tube in her system

I witnessed the shriveling and losing hair

Get too weak to speak and use her two feet

She had to use a chair