Boston Manor Asleep at the Wheel song lyrics

I'll buy some cigarettes

And smoke them on the beach

I'll walk home alone

And douse my whole bedroom in bleach

Because I feel safe

Behind these four brick walls

But my skins too thin so can I borrow yours?

It's just enough

To let you walk out of that door

Knowing you left your head at home.

I'll close my eyes but i haven't dreamed in weeks

I'll board up all of my windows

And sedate myself with sleep

Cause i'm not giving up, but not getting up

Still here and it's all because of me.

Because i wished it was bright

So i'll just wait for the light

I'm sick of hearing i'm wrong

Instead of hearing i'm right

I'm sick of hearing that everything is fine.

All i ever wanted to be was

Safe in the comfort of my own company

All that you ever needed from me

Was for me to be concious

And act like theres nothing wrong.

I'll close my eyes but i haven't dreamed in weeks

I'll board up all of my windows

And sedate myself with sleep

Cause i'm not giving up, but not getting up

Still here and it's all because of me.

I fell asleep with the weight of the world

Crushing me until i'm gone.