Blood Orange Dinner song lyrics

Always on your own, don't consider trying

Tried you on the phone, but you considered lying

Never had a doubt i'm losing

So I'm tidying my room, trying to be careful

Drinking in the afternoon and lighting up whilst tearful

Hoping that you're still unhappy

I'll do everything I can to make sure that you are never happy

Breaking out of this cocoon and clawing at the camera

Seeing you would be too soon, i'm stupid if I want more

Hoping that you die unhappy

I'll do anything i can

To make sure that you are never happy

So unsure of every question in the dark

Trying hard not to make of with anything you gave me

I'm so scared and down on friends so please pretend there is no end

Trying not to be a victim in your game, I know your dirty ways

I know you feel the same

It kills me deep inside

I hope you cry when you see what you have inside.

Never had a doubt I'm losing

I'll do anything I can to make sure that you are never happy