360 Subtle Way of Suicide song lyrics

Uh,

I've spent a lot of time working over the past years

Turning sober

Burbing over the last beer

intoxicated, contemplating in conversation

lose my feet,

chopping, changing my occupation.

Not today though, too many hours choking hard.

I finished work at five and head straight to the local bar

with open arms while I'm talking to the mates I see

They ain't my real friends but they suffer the same as me

We just drown our sorrows as we waste our green

pretend we're having fun but really yo it's make belief

it makes me see as I drink to myself

I'll buy you drinks cause I'd rather that than drink by myself

and I had a dream too

I wanted my passion

but through lack of support I chose a job that's relaxin'

and I regret it now, why not follow my dreams for?

I'm another robot but yo I should have been more.

It's just the subtle way of suicide (suicide)

life ain't worth livin inside this blurred vision

It's just the subtle way of suicide (suicide)

I'm drinking away while sitting in pain

It's just the subtle way of suicide (suicide)

Yeah, I should have been more and work for my dreams more

It's just the subtle way of suicide (suicide)

Yo it's the only way out, uh

Yo I remember bein' raised on what real life is

I've got a wife, kids a job and still feel like shit

Yeah I've got a job, but I want more cause who wants

responsibilities for shit you don't have love for

and even though I chop and change every job's the same

I'm gonna try to raise my kids the way I wasn't raised

and yeah I know I've got a great son

but if I haven't had a happy life then how can I create one?

and in their teens not be ashamed to say they love their dad

and not think of their childhood as something bad,

and understand why I'm not something great

it's cause I work in a job for years that I fuckin' hate

I could have been something, had the crazy skills

Now all I work for is drinking it to pay the bills.

and for my son if you follow your dreams but die,

don't worry it's the best thing at least you tried

and it's the subtle way of suicide.